Paint By Number

My friend Jimmy has his chest tattooed, but not colored in yet. It's just a black outline. We thought it would be cool to paint in the blank spaces to make it look colored. I think I couldve done better if I had more time, but it's still pretty neat looking.

In other news, I like being back at campus because there are so many flowers I can steal and put in my hair, like the little hippie chick I occasionally am.

And as usual, sunset pic.

OH! I almost forgot, I re-shaved my sidecut. It has a zig zag in it now.

yeaaaaaaaa. :)

Moving

I moved alot of things into my dorm room yesterday, and Ill finish moving in tomorrow. Im excited. It felt good being back at school. At the same time Im also anxious. Less anxious than I was last year though, because atleast this time I have friends there and Im familiar with everything.

(this post was supposed to go up last Thursday but I just realized I never hit the "post" button)

Boys

Today at the outlet mall a cute boy came up to me and talked to me. Then he gave me his number. And when I got home he texted me on and off for a while. It was nice, to feel like I could be wanted again, by someone who didnt know me. But inside I know he probably wouldnt like me if he actually knew anything about me, and thats fairly depressing (Im not saying that to be down on myself, its just rare that people actually want to take the time to get to know me, because Im sort of a closed book and it takes a while) . Its ok though, because judging by his facebook, he seems kind of like a man whore, with alot of lady friends... Now I could be totally wrong, but Im usually pretty good with first instincts.

I move back to school tomorrow. Im anxious as hell. I dont like this feeling at all. I just want to be there and get settled in and have everything over with. I want to replace all my memories of my last few months at school with brand new ones. Im pretty sure that today was one of the first times in my life where a boy approached me simply because he felt like it. Not because we had previously met. not because we had mutual friends, but because he saw me and he liked me. I wish that would happen at school. I wish I could finally meet someone whos good for me. Dont get me wrong, I love being single, and Im in no way ready for another relationship, its just nice to know someone finds you interesting enough to come up to you and say hi, for no reason at all. Maybe I should start telling the people I think look interesting that they are attractive. I just always feel like if I did that they would think I was weird and creepy. Especially because half the time its girls who I think look incredibly intriguing, and alot of girls arent very laid back and would pounce at any chance to judge someone, even if that someone is giving them a compliment...

oh well I guess. life goes on. I just cant wait till this week is over and Im back at school with the new mixture of my school friends, and my friends from home who have decided to go to Kutztown.

Andy

I stumbled to a website today that will take a photo and make it look like an Andy Warhol painting. I thought it was pretty cute.

http://warholize.me/

The Sky

Excites me on so many levels.

I love how candid the shots of me are.
I think I need a hair cut though...

Im Watching The News

The world is fucking crazy. Literally insane. Now I know why I never watch the news. A man hired a hit man to kill his ex wife? What? Jesus. The world is terrifying. Im never leaving my house again...

I Have This Friend

she makes the same face every time I kiss her.

yeaaaa...

and heres a video of a very young, very blonde heather, and a very braces kiersten doing the chacah slide.

Legs

mine are long.
I always forget.
But then I get little reminders like this:

look at those things.
My brother is pretty leggy as well.
My sister, however, is all torso.

Reminiscing

Ive been thinking alot about how so many things have changed over the last 2 years. my group of friends has shifted, Im spending most of my time in another town. I dont see the same people anymore. But at the same time, some things haven't changed at all. I also feel like I spent the past 4 months in a fog. Looking back I have no idea who I was or what I was doing. It makes me angry to see that I could completely lose sight of everything I am as a person. But Im coming back around. I feel happy, genuinely happy, not that situational happy bullshit. I am happy from with in. But I do miss the good old days where every one was in the same place. I miss the days before I went away, The times before I met new people, because its not really the place that makes the home, but the people.

A video of when we all went to visit eric at arcadia in early october.

I made this video almost exactly a year ago. eric makes a very accurate prediction. 

Soul Mates

Is it true that no one ever compares to your first love? Or does it only feel that way until you meet someone who does? Is there one person in the world that we should be with? How do we know? Im not overly stressing these things, just something that comes to mind from time to time.

 

Photos are unrelated. Mostly...