Myself

Heres a little info about me since we were never formally introduced. My name is Heather. I am a freshmen college student at Kutztown University. I live in Pennsylvania. I suffer from but have never been clinically diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I hold myself back from living a more fulfilling life. Most of my problems are self generated. I love the visual arts, and I want to declare my major as art education but I dont have a portfolio or enough confidence in myself. The times I will mainly be posting on here will either be when Im upset, or when Im in a very good mood, so dont expect any regular posting. On paper Im a boring person...and in person Im only mildly more amusing. I have to pee, so that all for now.

I Want To Love You

Without being afraid.
But I guess thats what taking risks is all about.

Im Sorry I Suck

"its okay"

nothing like some sweet reassuring words to make you feel like killing yourself.

I know, I know. Nothing's going to change that hopeless feeling
I get when you say you'll understand and I know you can’t
 

Work To Make It Work

Im satiated today.

I Know

That I deserve to be treated better. So why do I keep self-inflicting this pain? It would be so easy to just end it, so why dont I? What am I getting out of this relationship that I didnt have before? I wish I knew.
Sign.

Finally

A blog of my own. No ones going to read it, and Im fine with that, it was just time to break away from my partner blog: Hazelnut Dreams. This will mostly be a photo blog annnnnd yea, thats all I have to say for now.

Chrissy Lech

Is one of the people I look up to most in my life. Shes my cousin and I promised Id help pimp her out for charity...
http://www.crowdrise.com/chrissy
Thats the site where you can donate to her cause, and this link will take you to more information about the charity, which is run by Misha Collins, who is sexy as hell, so if anything, donate because of his hotness...just kidding...(not really)
MishaCollinsCharity  

"And if people don't give you money then they're selfish and racist. And you can tell them I said that."

Please, anything at all is helping...